Saturday, September 4, 2010

Kasih Terpilih: Satu Legasi Dakwah..


Menulis..berkarya...memang dah sebati dalam diri...walaupun pola pemikiranku lebih kepada 'scientific thinking'. Namun,sastera itu adalah makanan jiwaku..aku menulis terus dari hati...

Kalau dulu, berkarya sekadar minat dan juga jalan mudah mencari duit poket (sesekali menang anugerah karya, RM 500 paling kurang aku pernah dapat!)....idea terlalu banyak..mencurah2...paling penting bila diadun dengan sentuhan dakwah, kepuasan yang terhasil cukup berganda. Malah, penulisan-penulisan ini jugalah yang kuharap dapat menjadi jariah apabila aku pergi menghadap Kekasihku kelak...

Syukur, Kasih Terpilih lahir juga selepas sekian lama penulisanku tertangguh...inilah pemangkin momentum dakwahku untuk karya kedua, ketiga dan seterusnya..semoga ada bahagianku kelak di sisi Allah...

Friday, September 3, 2010

SEMINAR PENULISAN KREATIF ISLAMI: ASIMILASI DAKWAH DALAM FIKSYEN

TARIKH: 25 SEPTEMBER 2010

TEMPAT: AUDITORIUM B, KULIYYAH ENGINEERING UIAM GOMBAK

MASA: 9.00 AM - 1.30 PM

MENAMPILKAN: 2 ORANG PENULIS PROLIFIK GENERASI BARU, SAUDARA HILAL ASYRAF DAN FAISAL TEHRANI

ANTARA TAJUK YANG AKAN DIKUPAS IALAH:

1) Membina Momentum Dakwah dalam Diri Penulis oleh saudara Hilal Asyraf
2) Asimilasi Dakwah dalam Penulisan Kreatif: Tunggu Teduh Dulu, Satu Refleksi oleh saudara Faisal Tehrani

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Sunday, August 29, 2010

Ramadhan yang Menguji Cinta...



Ramadhan tahun ini benar-benar menguji cinta...cinta seorang adik kepada saudara kandungnya...betapa banyak air mata yang gugur..namun, bila melihat ketabahan di wajahnya, aku hanya mampu menelan rasa sayu dan sedaya mampu mempamerkan kekuatan agar dia tetap kuat..

Genap seminggu puasa, Kak Yang hantar message menyatakan kandungannya mengalami masalah..pendarahan berterusan dengan ketul-ketul darah sekali...minta didoakan kesejahteraan untuknya dan anak dalam kandungan...malam kelapan Ramadhan, dia menghantar berita, setelah di 'scan' oleh pakar O & G, bayi dalam kandungan masih selamat..Kak YAng diberi mc selama 2 minggu (till the bleeding subsided) syukur, gembira mendengar berita itu...dan aku memasang niat untuk menziarahinya usai kelas keesokan harinya...

8 Ramadhan, kami bertolak ke Kem Terendak, dengan anak-anak...tiba di Masjid Tanah terima SMS masuk. "Baby dah keluar, masih di rumah tunggu ambulans". Terasa luruh jantung...aku balas SMS itu lantaran panggilan tidak berjawab. "Sorang je ke?" dan Kak Yang menjawab ringkas "Aah"...

Bagaimanakah keadaan dia, berseorangan menghadapi saat genting? Rasa seperti mahu memecut kereta supaya segera sampai..Dalam kekalutan itu, banyak pula lori yang menghalang laluan...

Tiba di rumah Kak Yang, dia sudah pun dibawa ke A & E Hospital Kem Terendak, tempat dia biasa bertugas (kali ni sebagai pesakit, bukan sebagai doktor)...dan sebagai adik, aku menunggu dengan sabar sehingga dibenarkan masuk menemuinya...

Wajahnya pucat, letih, tapi tidak langsung menitiskan air mata. Ramai pula doktor lain mengelilingi katilnya, memberi kata-kata semangat padanya. Malah, ketika itu ada seorang pesakit yg tercedera mata kerana terkena serpihan peluru, diabaikan sebentar..bak kata sorang doktor, "Kalau Dr Fik (Fikriah) sihat, dia boleh jaga 100 orang. Kita tengok dia dulu!" Aku menunggu di situ, sehingga ambulans untuk ke hospital Melaka siap untuk menghantar Kak Yang...she was having incomplete abortion, with some placenta still left in the womb..

Where was her husband at that time? He was nowhere around (still in Mersing).

Dalam keadaan menahan sakit, Kak Yang sempat serahkan kunci rumahnya. Pesannya biar Wan (panggilan Kak Yang pada suamiku) dan anak-anak berehat di rumah. Dan aku mengambil keputusan untuk ikut sekali ke Hospital Melaka dengan menaiki ambulans. Itu pengalaman kedua menaiki ambulans selepas pengalaman pertama dulu menghantar peserta camping yang cedera di kepala. Sepanjang perjalanan, Kak Yang cuba tidur dan aku duduk di sisi menemankan dia. Lupa sebentar rasa letih dan lapar berpuasa (hari itu aku tidak bersahur). Langsung tidak terlintas persoalan di mana hendak berbuka pada hari itu. Yang paling penting Kak Yang selamat...

Tiba di hospital, aku menguruskan dari pendaftaran Kak Yang ke wad sehinggalah menghantarkan dan mendaftarkan janin di bilik mayat selepas diuruskan oleh paramedic. Juga menanti dengan sabar sehingga Kak Yang disorong masuk ke dalam OT untuk D & C. Buka puasa hari itu, nasi bungkus dan air soya yang dibeli di kedai hospital. Makan di dalam wad bertemankan pesakit-pesakit lain..sewaktu disorong masuk ke dalam OT, sempat pula Kak Yang buat lawak waktu aku cium pipinya, "Bukan nak kena operate, buat D n C je." Ramai juga staff nurse yang kenal Kak Yang sebab dia menyempurnakan internship/houseman dulu di Hospital Melaka...bezanya, dulu dia yang selalu mengiringi pesakit masuk OT, sekarang ni dia pula yang disorong masuk OT.

Ada beberapa pegawai tentera datang menjenguk untuk membantu apa-apa yang patut. Mungkin dihantar oleh abang iparku yang dalam perjalanan ke Melaka dari Mersing. Sehingga pukul 10.00 malam menanti, Kak Yang disorong keluar dari OT dan akhirnya ditempatkan di wad pembedahan kelas pertama...kurang seminggu kemudian, Kak Yang menduduki entrance examination, untuk melanjutkan pelajarannya dalam bidang optalmologi pada peringkat sarjana di HUSM...kakakku yang seorang itu memang kuat semangat dan kuat jiwanya..

Syukur, dapat memberikan khidmat semampuku buat kakak tercinta. Sejak dari kecil hingga sekarang, dialah yang lebih banyak memberi, sedangkan aku, adik yang lebih banyak menerima daripadanya...syukur kerana aku berada di sisinya pada saat dia memerlukan..semoga Allah mentakdirkan hanya yang terbaik untuk Kak Yang...walaupun bayi yang dikandungnya diambil semula oleh Allah, aku yakin Allah akan ganti dengan yang lebih baik untuknya...

Dan anugerah adik ipar paling soleh jatuh pada suamiku yang dengan sabar menjaga anak-anak di rumah Kak Yang semasa aku menguruskan Kak Yang di hospital..hanya makan Maggi semasa berbuka puasa pada hari kejadian...terima kasih, sayang...

Thursday, August 5, 2010

An Avid Traveller: After a Month..

Imagine travelling 58 km (one way) to and forth every day with three little passengers at the back with multi-attitude and actions..sure a weary day every day...Yeah, that was what I've been doing for almost a month already..waking up early in the morning...sometime drive with only half-opened eyes (dunno why i keep feeling sleepy while driving..even at one time I doubt my ownself whether i can arrive safely or not..) Allah, please protect my children from any musibah or mudorat.

More than a month already as i try my best to suit my new life, from being a loyal passenger that can easily snooze off to a sleepy-headed driver..everything started when hubby switch to a new workplace in Shah Alam...Am I suffering? Yeah..indeed..coz this is not what I plan in life. Sacrificing quality time with my children because of that house...why in the first place i have to swallow everything that's planned by other people?

How I wish I accept the offer to pursue study in University of Auckland....that was four years ago..

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

White Sauce Recipe & Baked Rice With Cheese

I got this recipe from Kak Nik Eliani (founder of Bacalah Anakku & Read Easy). Very simple but delicious...you can use the white sauce for macaroni or spaghetti..

WHITE SAUCE
Ingredients:

2 tablespoon of butter
2 tablespoon of flour
1 cup of milk
some salt n pepper

Directions:
In a small saucepan over medium heat, melt butter. Add flour and stir until the butter and flour are well combined. Pour in milk, stirring constantly as it thickens. Add more milk depending on desired consistency. Flavour your sauce with salt and pepper. Sprinkle some chopped oregano on top of your sauce. Ready to be served!(for cheese sauce, add some grated mozzarella cheese)

BAKED RICE WITH CHEESE
Ingredients:

1. Fried rice with mushroom and chicken (or shrimp)
2. White sauce
3. Grated cheese

Directions:
Put the fried rice in a baking dish. Layer the top of the rice with white sauce. Sprinkle grated cheese on top of the white sauce. Bake at 150 degree celcius for 1 hour. Your baked rice with cheese is ready to be served!

Monday, July 19, 2010

Ummi, Ibarat Pelabuhan Kasih Buat Anak-anak...


Ummi, ibarat satu pelabuhan..tempat anak-anak mengisi bekalan kasih dan menghilang dahaga sayang..kerana selamanya, ummi tidak berniat mengikat anak-anak ummi kekal di sini...apabila tiba masanya, ketika bekalanmu cukup, ilmumu kukuh, imanmu mantap, kalian akan berlayar juga, meninggalkan pelabuhan ini...merentasi lautan dugaan dan terjahan gelombang hidup...tetapkan haluanmu, anak-anakku...menuju Allah...pilihlah anak-anakku...jalan dakwahNya...teruskan anak-anakku menabur benih islah..agar jadi pulau maghfirah...tempat insan pendosa berteduh...cari sekelumit suluh buat penerang hati..

Namun, anak-anakku, apabila bekalan kasih dan minuman sayangmu terasa surut...kembalilah ke pelabuhan ummi dan abi...buat menambah semula nilai yang susut...ummi dan abi masih di sini, dengan segudang kasih dan sayang..juga segedung semangat...supaya dapat kalian sambung semula perlayaran yang tertangguh itu...

Selalulah kembali ke sini, bila memerlukan..ummi tidak mengharapkan apa-apa..kerana hati ini penuh kasih dan cinta untuk dicurahkan..buat anak-anak ummi tersayang..

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Six wonderful years..thank you sayang..

I have been planning of posting this as a tribute to our sixth anniversary..wallaa..so busy lot...yet, manage to write this down though it was one month and more since our last anniversary..dedicated to my one and only prince charming...

6 tahun sudah berlalu..namun, dia masih muda dan akan sentiasa muda pada mata ini (kami berkahwin ketika sama-sama berusia 23 tahun). Tiada apa yang berkurang setelah 6 tahun ini berlalu..malah makin bertambah...anak, pengalaman, ilmu, kasih sayang, kegembiraan..dan paling penting, cinta...pada dirinya, perjuangan dakwahnya, kesabarannya..

Kata orang, 5 tahun pertama sesebuah perkahwinan itu adalah tempoh tribulasi, ribut, ombak, taufan...jika berjaya dilepasi, maka akan lamalah kekal perhubungan itu..jika gagal, akan kecundanglah di tengah jalan..syukur, setiap tribulasi yang kami hadapi, diterima sebagai satu ibrah untuk lebih mematangkan diri..saling membangunkan jika ada antara kami yang terjatuh..saling mengesat air mata jika ada antara kami yang dirundung duka..juga saling ketawa bila ada rasa ria menyapa...

Dia di sisi seperti suluh yang nyalanya terang dan menghangatkan...kesederhanaannya cukup menyenangkan diri ini..tidak pernah diminta layanan seumpama raja...tidak pernah pula merungut andai ada kekurangan di sana sini...Al-basaqah..itulah ungkapan yang tepat untuk menggambarkan dirinya...

Syukur dikurniakan teman hidup sepertinya...seorang ibu saudaraku pernah berkata, "Dalam banyak-banyak menantu abah kamu, tak ada sorang pun yang 'sejuk' macam abg wan"...juga, "jaga wan elok-elok. susah nak cari orang macam dia.."itu pesan mak cik Zuraida, adik kepada mama..Ya..itulah antara alasan kenapa aku perlu sentiasa zahirkan kesyukuran ini dalam setiap munajat malamku..seorang suami soleh dan musleh..

6 tahun bersamanya, terasa terlalu singkat..malah aku sanggup untuk berkongsi hidup dengannya biarpn 600 tahun lagi...kerana aku ditakdirkan sebagai pelengkap rusuk kirinya...dan akan terus setia di situ menyokong jatuh bangunnya...kerana cinta ini terbina atas jalan dakwah dan akan terus mekar selagi manhaj dakwah itu hidup dalam diri...

Anak-anak..itulah harta yang akan kami wariskan atas jalan dakwah ini...supaya ketika kami dihantar menuju barzakh...semangat kami tidak turut terkubur, malah terus menyala ibarat obor..disambung perjuangannya oleh 'harta' yang kami tinggalkan kelak...

Terima kasih sayang...atas 6 tahun yang penuh warna-warni...sesungguhnya diri ini cukup bahagia..

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Bengkel Mahligai Kasih: Semakin Hari Semakin Sayang

Tarikh: 8 Ogos 2010
Masa: 9.00 pagi - 5.00 ptg
Tempat: Hotel Putra, Jalan Tun Razak, Kuala Lumpur (Hadapan IJN)
Maklumat lanjut sila klik di sini.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Who's Rachel Corrie?



Rachel Aliene Corrie (April 10, 1979 – March 16, 2003) was an American member of the International Solidarity Movement (ISM). She was crushed to death in the Gaza Strip by an Israel Defence Forces (IDF) bulldozer when she was kneeling in front of a local Palestinian's home, thus acting as a human shield, attempting to prevent IDF forces from demolishing the home. The IDF has claimed that the death was due to the restricted angle of view of the IDF Caterpillar D9 bulldozer driver, while ISM eyewitnesses said "there was nothing to obscure the driver's view." A student at the Evergreen State College, she had taken a year off and traveled to the Gaza Strip during the Second Intifada.

Early life

Corrie was born on April 10, 1979, and raised in Olympia, Washington, United States. She was the youngest of the three children of Craig Corrie, an insurance executive, and Cindy Corrie, an amateur flautist. Cindy Corrie describes their family as "average Americans — politically liberal, economically conservative, middle class".

After graduating from Capital High School, Corrie went on to attend The Evergreen State College (TESC), also located in Olympia, where she took a number of arts courses. She took one year off from her studies to work as a volunteer in the Washington State Conservation Corps; other volunteer work included making weekly visits to patients with mental disorders for three years. In her senior year, she proposed an independent-study program in which she would travel to Gaza, join protesters from the International Solidarity Movement (ISM), and initiate a "sister city" project between Olympia and Rafah. Before leaving, she also organized a pen-pal program between kids in Olympia and Rafah.

Activities in the West Bank and Gaza

After flying to Israel on January 22, 2003, Corrie underwent a two-day training course at ISM West Bank headquarters, before heading to Rafah to participate in ISM demonstrations. During her training, Corrie studied tactics of direct action. Basic rules about avoiding harm were given, which a featured article on the Corrie incident summarized as: "Wear fluorescent jackets. Don't run. Don't frighten the army. Try to communicate by megaphone. Make your presence known." On January 27, 2003, Corrie and William Hewitt (also from Olympia), traveled to the Erez checkpoint and entered the Gaza Strip.

While in Rafah, Corrie acted as a human shield in an attempt to impede house demolitions carried out by the IDF using armored bulldozers.[2] On Corrie's first night there, she and two other ISM members set up camp inside Block J, often a target for Israeli gunfire. Israeli troops fired bullets over their tent and at the ground a few feet away. Deciding that their presence was provoking the Israeli soldiers, not deterring them, Corrie and her colleagues hurriedly dismantled their tent and left the area.

Qishta, a Palestinian who worked as an interpreter, noted that: "Late January and February was a very crazy time. There were house demolitions taking place all over the border strip and the activists had no time to do anything else." Qishta also stated of the ISM activists: "They were not only brave; they were crazy." The confrontations were not without harm to the activists; a British participant was wounded by shrapnel.

Palestinian militants expressed concern that the "internationals" staying in tents between the Israeli watchtowers and the residential neighborhoods would get caught in crossfire, while other residents were concerned that the young activists might be spies. Corrie worked hard to overcome this suspicion, learning a few words of Arabic, participating in a mock trial denouncing the "crimes of the Bush Administration." With time, the ISM members were taken into Palestinian family homes, and provided with meals and beds. Even so, in the days before Corrie's death, a letter gained wide circulation in Rafah, casting suspicion again on the ISM members. "Who are they? Why are they here? Who asked them to come here?" it asked. The letter caused the activists to be preoccupied and frustrated, and on the morning of Corrie's death they planned ways to counteract its effects. According to one activist, "We all had a feeling that our role was too passive. We talked about how to engage the Israeli military."

On March 14, 2003, during an interview with the Middle East Broadcasting network, Corrie said:

"I feel like I'm witnessing the systematic destruction of a people's ability to survive ... Sometimes I sit down to dinner with people and I realize there is a massive military machine surrounding us, trying to kill the people I'm having dinner with."

Water well human shielding efforts

According to a January 2003 article by Gordon Murray, in the last month of her life Rachel "spent a lot of time at the Canada Well helping protect Rafah municipal workers," who were trying to repair damages to the well incurred by Israeli bulldozers. Built in 1999 with CIDA funding, Canada Well, together with El Iskan Well, had supplied more than 50% of Rafah's water before being damaged, and the city had been under "strict rationing (only a few hours of running water on alternate days)" since. Murray writes that ISM activists were maintaining a presence there since "Israeli snipers and tanks routinely shot at civilian workers trying to repair the wells." In one of her reports, Corrie relates that despite having received permission from Israeli District Command Office, and carrying "banners and megaphones the activists and workers were fired upon several times over a period of about one hour. One of the bullets came within two metres of three internationals and a municipal water worker close enough to spray bits of debris in their faces as it landed at their feet." According to Murray, the Canadian government refused to "officially protest or denounce the Israeli army actions", yet "quietly agreed to help fund the estimated $450,000 repair costs".

Friends described her as "attractive in a plain-spoken way, the opposite of flashy, not working to call attention to herself. She was reserved in large crowds but intimate one-on-one". Colin Reese, Corrie's roommate, said she had wanted to become a writer and artist. Reese also said she was "not the most punctual or tidy person in the world," but that when it came to peace work, she "would work harder and longer than anybody else".

Corrie's death and subsequent controversy


On March 16, 2003, an IDF operation in the land between the Rafah refugee camp and the border with Egypt was engaged in house demolition, which the IDF says is necessary to destroy guerrilla hideouts and smuggling tunnels. Corrie was part of a group of seven ISM activists (three British and four US) attempting to disrupt the actions of Israeli bulldozers. Corrie, who had positioned herself in the path of a Caterpillar D9R armored bulldozer, was fatally injured. She was transported to a Palestinian hospital. Accounts vary as to whether she died at the scene, in the ambulance on the way to the hospital, or at the hospital.

The events surrounding Corrie's death are disputed. ISM eyewitnesses assert that the Israeli soldier driving the bulldozer deliberately ran Corrie over while she was acting as a human shield to prevent the demolition of the home of local pharmacist Samir Nasrallah. The ISM said she was interposed between the bulldozer and a wall near Nasrallah's home, in which ISM activists had several times spent the night. The Israeli Government and the IDF denied that version of events and described Corrie's death as an accident. The official Israeli response stated that Corrie was killed by debris pushed over by the bulldozer, that the driver did not see her, and that the bulldozer was clearing brush and not engaged in a demolition when Corrie blocked its path. This was the conclusion reached in June 2003 by a military investigation by the Israel Defense Forces Judge Advocate’s Office. “The driver at no point saw or heard Corrie,” an army source told the Jerusalem Post. “She was standing behind debris which obstructed the view of the driver and the driver had a very limited field of vision due to the protective cage he was working in.” Other reports say the Israeli government alleged that the house being demolished contained a tunnel used for smuggling weapons from Egypt.

The major points of dispute are whether the bulldozer driver saw Corrie, and whether her injuries were caused by being crushed under the blade or by the mound of debris the bulldozer was pushing. An IDF spokesman has acknowledged that Israeli army regulations normally require that the drivers of the armored personnel carriers (APCs) that accompany bulldozers are responsible for directing the drivers towards their targets, because the Caterpillar D9 bulldozers have a restricted field of vision with several blind spots. However, the Israeli army commander of the Gaza Strip said in an interview broadcast on Israeli television that on the day of Corrie's death, soldiers had to stay in their armored vehicles and were not able to direct the bulldozer or arrest the protesters, because of the threat of Palestinian sniper fire. He also said that Israeli soldiers may have been handling other ISM activists instead of watching over the bulldozer.[citation needed] In a statement issued the day after Corrie's death, the ISM said that, "When the bulldozer refused to stop or turn aside she climbed up onto the mound of dirt and rubble being gathered in front of it... to look directly at the driver who kept on advancing."

The IDF produced a video about Corrie's death that includes footage taken from inside the cockpit of a D9. It makes a "credible case", Joshua Hammer wrote of this video in Mother Jones, that "the operators, peering out through narrow, double-glazed, bulletproof windows, their view obscured behind pistons and the giant scooper, might not have seen Corrie kneeling in front of them."

ISM and other eyewitness accounts

Joe Carr, an American ISM activist who used the assumed name of Joseph Smith during his time in Gaza, gave the following account in an affidavit recorded and published by the Palestinian Centre for Human Rights (PCHR):

Still wearing her fluorescent jacket, she knelt down at least 15 meters in front of the bulldozer, and began waving her arms and shouting, just as activists had successfully done dozens of times that day... When it got so close that it was moving the earth beneath her, she climbed onto the pile of rubble being pushed by the bulldozer... Her head and upper torso were above the bulldozer’s blade, and the bulldozer driver and co-operator could clearly see her. Despite this, the driver continued forward, which caused her to fall back, out of view of the diver. [sic] He continued forward, and she tried to scoot back, but was quickly pulled underneath the bulldozer. We ran towards him, and waved our arms and shouted; one activist with the megaphone. But the bulldozer driver continued forward, until Rachel was all the way underneath the central section of the bulldozer.

On March 18, 2003, only two days after Corrie's death, Joe (Smith) Carr was interviewed by British Channel 4 and The Observer reporter Sandra Jordan for a documentary that was aired June 2003 on Channel 4 titled The Killing Zone.

"It was either a really gross mistake or a really brutal murder"

According to the Seattle Times, "Smith, who witnessed Sunday's incident, said it began when Corrie sat down in front of the bulldozer. He said the driver scooped her up with a pile of earth, dumped her on the ground and ran over her twice."

Smith also observed:

"We were horribly surprised. They had been careful not to hurt us. They'd always stopped before."

British ISM activist Tom Dale, who was standing yards away from Corrie, told journalist Joshua Hammer, Jerusalem bureau chief for Newsweek:

The bulldozer built up earth in front of it... She tried to climb on top of the earth, to avoid being overwhelmed. She climbed to the point where her shoulders were above the top lip of the blade. She was standing on this pile of earth. As the bulldozer continued, she lost her footing, and she turned and fell down this pile of earth. Then it seemed like she got her foot caught under the blade. She was helpless, pushed prostrate, and looked absolutely panicked, with her arms out, and the earth was piling itself over her. The bulldozer continued so that the place where she fell down was directly beneath the cockpit... The whole [incident] took place in about six or seven seconds.

An individual giving the name Richard, who stated that he witnessed Corrie's death, as recorded by the Israeli newspaper Haaretz:

There's no way he didn't see her, since she was practically looking into the cabin. At one stage, he turned around toward the building. The bulldozer kept moving, and she slipped and fell off the plow. But the bulldozer kept moving, the shovel above her. I guess it was about 10 or 15 meters that it dragged her and for some reason didn't stop. We shouted like crazy to the driver through loudspeakers that he should stop, but he just kept going and didn't lift the shovel. Then it stopped and backed up. We ran to Rachel. She was still breathing.

British ISM activist Richard Purssell gave the following account, in an affidavit made in a manner similar to Carr's:

As the bulldozer reached the place where Rachel was standing, she began as many of us did on the day to climb the pile of earth. She reached the top and at this point she must have been clearly visible to the driver, especially as she was still wearing the high visibility jacket ["orange fluorescent... with reflective strips"]. She turned and faced in my direction and began to come back down the pile. The bulldozer continued to move forward at [5-6 mph]. As her feet hit the ground I saw a panicked expression on her face... The pile of earth engulfed her and she was hidden from my view.

Some eyewitness accounts indicate that when Corrie slipped and fell, the driver may have been looking behind him.

The bulldozer driver, a Russian immigrant to Israel, was interviewed on Israeli TV and insisted he had no idea she was in front of him:

You can't hear, you can't see well. You can go over something and you'll never know. I scooped up some earth, I couldn't see anything. I pushed
the earth, and I didn't see her at all. Maybe she was hiding in there.

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Thursday, June 3, 2010

Mavi Marmara dan Gaza

Mavi Marmara, mencetus pelbagai reaksi dunia apabila kapal pembawa bekalan bantuan ke Gaza itu dirempuh komando Israel tanpa ada sebarang alasan yang dapat diterima akal. Kapal yang memuatkan aktivis kemanusiaan dari pelbagai latar belakang dan negara, juga membawa bekalan bantuan kepada penduduk Gaza berupa ubat-ubatan, peralatan pembinaan, keperluan bayi dan kanak-kanak serta banyak lagi, sudah jelas bukan membawa misi ketenteraan. Malah, mereka menepati polisi perairan antarabangsa yang ditetapkan oleh PBB. Apa alasan Israel menahan kapal tersebut sehingga menyebabkan hampir 20 orang aktivis keamanan mati dibunuh?? Mereka langsung tidak bersenjata, apatah lagi mendapat latihan ketenteraan versi pasukan elit sebagaimana komando Israel tersebut. Nyata Israel terang-terangan mempamerkan pekung busuk di dada. Jelas mereka tidak mahu apa-apa bantuan pun tiba ke Gaza. Bangsa Zionis yang dikutuk Allah dan segala makhluk di atas muka bumi ini tidak akan tenteram kerana semua pihak mengecam mereka. Apa komen Amerika yang konon-kononnya merupakan skuad polis dunia? Kata Obama, dia tidak akan mempertikaikan apa-apa tindakan Israel atas alasan mempertahankan diri. Kononnya, anak-anak kapal Mavi Marmara yang menyerang komado Israel sehingga mereka terpaksa melepaskan tembakan. Bodoh ke hapa namanya tu? Siapa yang serang siapa? Siapa yang mempertahankan siapa? ada ke patut, senjata seperti lastik, kayu dan pisau dapur dijadikan alasan untuk dibalas dengan tembakan rifles? Tak payah nak tunggu Amerika buka mulut barulah semuanya akan selamat...tak perlu harapkan negara Uncle Sam itu akan bertindak..kita bukan berkiblatkan Amerika. Kita ada Allah, tempat pergantungan yang hak..doa..doalah secara berterusan demi pembebasan Aqsa As-Syarif..

Anak-anak kapal itu hanya ditahan dalam tempoh yang singkat. Namun, penduduk Gaza, sudah berdekad-dekad menghadapi perkara sebegitu setiap hari sehingga hati anak-anak Gaza sudah kental dan subur dengan semangat jihad. Gaza bumi ajaib. Dalam keadaan genting sebegitu, bumi ini mencatatkan kadar kelahiran tertinggi di dunia. Tiada pula kes kebuluran berlaku di Gaza kerana setiap rezeki yang masuk ke dalam perut anak-anak Gaza itu disertai keberkatan, yang Masya-Allah...bertumbuh menjadi daging dan darah mujahid dan perajurit. Merekalah anak-anak yang disebut dalam hadis Ar-Rasul,

“Sentiasa akan ada sekelompok dari umatku yang sentiasa berjuang bersama-sama kebenaran, mencabar dan menentang musuh-musuh mereka. Musuh-musuh mereka tidak dapat memberi mudarat kepada mereka sehingga Allah mendatangkan keputusannya. Mereka tetap dalam keadaan demikian.” Maka para sahabat bertanya,”Dimanakah mereka?” Jawab Rasulullah, ” Di Baitul Maqdis dan sekitarnya”.
(Riwayat Bukhari)

Janganlah takut untuk terus menyalurkan bantuan kepada saudara-saudara kita di Gaza. Sertailah sebanyak manapun misi menghantar bantuan kepada mereka. Kerana Allah menjanjikan kita 2 keuntungan sama ada syahid atau menang..

(Tak sabar menyertai Misi ke Gaza usai pengajian psikologi klinikal kelak..semoga dapat membantu anak-anak Gaza yang banyak mengalami Post Traumatic Stress Disorder...semoga Allah permudahkan..Ameen)

Monday, March 1, 2010

Mujahidah Sulungku..



Mujahidah sulung ummi..
Pewaris generasi dakwah..
Penyebar fikrah penegak risalah..
Dewasalah dalam belaian Islam..
Bersulam akhlak dan taqwa..
Aturlah langkahmu seberani Safiyyah..
Yang memenggal kepala Yahudi laknatullah..
Ketika ghazwah Ahzab di kemuncak..
Lemah lembut, itu senjata..
Bakal pendidik generasi pewaris..
Penerus gerakan ummi dan abi...
Jangan kau tinggal Quran dan sunnah..
Persetan dengan kegilaan duniawi..
Hiduplah bersederhana..
Namun semangat perjuangan biarkan membara..
Kelak kau akan tuai
Ganjaran sehebat jannah
Bila dipanggil menghadap Allah...

Selamat Ulangtahun ke-5, Wan Rhaidatul Itqan Binti Wan Muhammad!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Happy 29th Besday My Darling Hubby...


I Love You

Just three little words
don't seem like enough
for someone whose smile
still brightens my day,
whose touch can make me forget
the rest of the world.

They don't seem like enough
for someone who's always been there
to celebrate with me
when everything goes my way
and to hold my hand
when my whole world
seems to fall apart.

But even though "I Love You"
can't express the depth
of my feelings for you.
I hope you know what's in my heart.
Because loving you
means more to me
than anything in the world
and it always will.

Happy 29th Birthday My Charming Prince...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

The Best Sister I've Ever Had



I have this great sister...
The best ever...
An army officer and also a doctor...
Tough on the outside...
But very gentle inside...
Since small, she would sacrifice anything,
For her siblings well-being...
Till now, she's always be my dearest..

She's my sister, she's my counselor..
Sometime she's also my banker...(hahaha...jangan marah)
All the time she's my personal doctor (for free, of course! haha)
When I'm in need...
She's always there indeed..
Luv her with my whole heart..
I pray we'll never be apart

Please Allah,
Reunite us in Jannah..
Shower her all the time..
With Your blessings and loves...

Happy 30th Birthday my darling Kak Yang!
(19th February 1980)

Luv,
Yoi

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

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