Imagine travelling 58 km (one way) to and forth every day with three little passengers at the back with multi-attitude and actions..sure a weary day every day...Yeah, that was what I've been doing for almost a month already..waking up early in the morning...sometime drive with only half-opened eyes (dunno why i keep feeling sleepy while driving..even at one time I doubt my ownself whether i can arrive safely or not..) Allah, please protect my children from any musibah or mudorat.
More than a month already as i try my best to suit my new life, from being a loyal passenger that can easily snooze off to a sleepy-headed driver..everything started when hubby switch to a new workplace in Shah Alam...Am I suffering? Yeah..indeed..coz this is not what I plan in life. Sacrificing quality time with my children because of that house...why in the first place i have to swallow everything that's planned by other people?
How I wish I accept the offer to pursue study in University of Auckland....that was four years ago..